I am frustrated.
I love to cum. Since the first time I came. It’s such a wonderful feeling. The moment before, when I already get happy because I know that it’s about to happen.
The actual seconds, which feel like flying and like little fireworks inside me. And then this peaceful feeling afterwards.
I am sure you all agree with me. Cumming is great.
I don’t have a problem with not cumming. I mean, I don’t HAVE to cum when I have sex or during play.
But something that frustrates me more and more as I get older and wiser 😉 is that I seem not to be able to cum during sex.
I mean without a helping hand…
I would like to be fucked and cum because of the cock in me and not because I play with my clit. Or the guy plays with my clit (which usually doesn’t help, because they can’t concentrate on my clit and being close to cumming themselves.) Or have a vibe down there.
I am so tired of always having to play with myself during sex. So I sometimes just don’t even bother. But then I think to myself “Why shouldn’t I cum too? Why does the guy get to experience this and I don’t?”
It makes me sad. But So far I haven’t not found a solution.
Only twice in my life, and I have been with my share of men, I came during sex. So I know, it is doable. But I don’t know how.
I told this to most of the guys I’ve been with. And each and every one of them said:”I will make you cum during sex. We will work on it.” Guess what, not one of them did…
I talked to women who were not able to orgasm at all or only when noone was around.
I’m not like that. I don’t mind if people watch me. I even like it.
I am frustrated and I felt like sharing it.
And I am open for suggestions.