The written word
I love it. More than watching a movie, listening to music and sometimes even more than sleeping. I started reading books when I was 12 years old. Once a week I went to the public …
Disappointed
There it was again. This word. Disappointed It’s been a long time since it was said/written to me. Yet, it hurts as much as it did before. I can deal with angry, upset and so …
Cuffed and punished
We´re sitting on the couch, laughing and joking. Suddenly the look in your eyes changes and your voice becomes harsher. Very strict you say:”Go to the bedroom and take your place there. I will follow …
Gorgeous men make me insecure
I am insecure. I know most people are at some point in their life. I’ve always been insecure. I ask myself whether something that is happening to me, is really happening to me. I wonder …
Communicating vs. stalking
When I was a teenager some of my boyfriends complained about the fact that I do not communicate well. That I don’t like to talk about my feelings and needs. That is true. I was …
Want
I want to see you. I want to hear your voice and feel your touch. I want to take in your scent. I want to have your hands caress my body. I want to kiss …
Frustrated – again
The other night, after having sex, I was frustrated. I was so frustrated that I cried. I didn’t cry because of the man or the sex. I love H and I very much enjoy having …