The other night, after having sex, I was frustrated.
I was so frustrated that I cried.
I didn’t cry because of the man or the sex.
I love H and I very much enjoy having sex with him. Even more so, since we discovered that he enjoys spanking about as much as I enjoy being spanked.
He is wonderful.
I am frustrated with myself. More so, with my body.
There I am, aroused, having a cock moving in and out of me, his hands on my body.
My head is set on sex. Yet I cannot cum.
Not until I either use my fingers on my clit or a vibe.
Or he does it. But I have found that men often cannot concentrate on too many things. So either the cock of taken out or the thrusting stops/gets slower.
All of the above actions are still no guarantee that there will be an orgasm for me.
The other night, the hands didn’t help, so I too the vibe. It didn’t help either.
So I got frustrated. All I could think about was the question: Why can’t I be like other women?
Why can’t I simply cum from regular sex? What is wrong with my anatomy?
I don’t want to ALWAYS have to do it myself! I just want to fuck and cum. Like normal people…
Usually it doesn’t bother me much. But the other night it did. Just like it did before, last time I wrote about it.
And still does.