I have always been a girl who cried easily. Anything could make me cry.
Joy, pain, heartache. Even a movie or even a commercial.
When I got angry, I cried.
When I was happy, I had tears in my eyes.
When I was in pain, I cried.
I never saw it as something good. Either people thought of me being weak or simply annoying for crying. But there was nothing I could do. I was like that as a child, a teenager and still am that way.
I tried a lot of things to control it, but I never was able to do so.
But I was never able to cry as a submissive. During play, because of a punishment. Nother really set me off. Until about tw years ago.
My last Sir and I had talked about it and one day, he took a lot of time and a lot of his toys and used them to spank me. Somewhere during that spanking a photo was taken, which I am currently using as my Twitter avi.
After, what felt like hours, I finally was able to let go and cry.
I haven´t thought about this in a long time, but when I saw this week´s topic it was the first that came into my mind.
Since then I haven´t had a Dom, until recently. With Nima Ihaven´t gotten to that point. But I had tears in my eyes when I was with him last.
Tears which were caused by deepthroating his cock. That too, such a nice memory…
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I am like you, I cry easily. Commercials, movies, things that move me. I am a very emotional person. And I cry during play too, not always, but mostly I do. Those tears cleanse me from deep within…
Rebel xox
When I get hormonal, I cry very easily too.
I cry from time to time but have not as a submissive in session… it seems a beautiful release.
~Kazi xxx
tears are not weakness but rather pure emotions. Some people just are able to show them easier. Thank you for sharing.
You don’t cry because of pain or happiness, you cry as a result of its interpretation, and happens when it’s not expected. In a session it is expected and your mind is ready for it. If someone randomly slaps you probably you start crying.
If you cry frequently I hypothesize that your mind tries to model and predicts everything, consciously or sub-consciously, and consequently you should have good imagination.
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