I wouldn’t call myself a very patient person. Not while walking or driving. Not while doing a lot of other things.
And also not while dating.
Ever since I realised that I do need D/s in my life, I have been exploring the possibilities and looking to see what was out there.
So I have been chatting with potential Doms, meeting them, and sometimes even more than that. I was craving submission so much. Well, I still do.
Going into detail would be a bit too much for this post. So let’s just leave it at saying I wasn’t too successful.
None of the men I’ve interacted with on different kink-related websites and also Twitter satisfied my demands. Ridiculous demands really, such as to be able to occupy my mind, not to bore me, to bring out my submissive side, and to live in an area close to me.
Fastforward to the middle of September. I’ve read a tweet of someone I have been following pretty much since I joined Twitter in 2009. Nothing naughty. A personal tweet really and I felt that I needed to reach out to him. So I did and we started talking. About things going on in his life, things going on in mine.
Soon, besides talking about personal things, we also started flirting and teasing. We exchanged pictures, voice messages and very soon he became a part on my daily life.
Now, remember my ridiculous demands? Well, he occupies my mind. He does not bore me, but makes me think. He makes me feel submissive. And there are so many more things about him that make him so right for me.
Only one tiny little detail isn’t the way I need it to be. He’s not from my area. By far.
Yet, here I am.
I made up a rule for myself that I won’t submit to someone until I’ve met them in person and saw how I feel about it then. And while I’ve been getting very close to breaking that rule, I haven’t and do not plan to.
That said we have decided to be more open about exploring our possible D/s and see where things go.