What a year!
There were so many ups and downs. So many new things I’ve experienced. Good and bad. And things I’ve rediscovered.
I had a first surgery, a minor one.
I’ve experienced a loss which I’m still processing.
I broke a bone for the first time in my life.
I learned new things about my body.
I found my way back into D/s, after many years of absence and healing.
I met new men, who weren’t quite right for me.
I had bruises which stayed on my body for several weeks and made my life complicated.
I had a threesome with a man and his girlfriend.
I punished myself.
I gained more responsibility at work and grew with my job.
I saw my family grow, become stronger, and shared unforgettable, wunderful memories with them.
I believed that nothing as good as I had would ever happen to me again, regarding D/s.
I played with my Domme side and hurt a lovely man along the way.
I met new and old friends online.
I reached out to an acquaintance and it turned into friendship. This friendship turned into more and led to a new hope.
I started spending a lot of my free time with my new friend, my new hope, my Michael.
I travelled to England to meet Michael and left uwned, with a Dom. A Dom I never thought I would have.
I fell in love.
I don’t know what the next year will bring. I’m hoping for new experiences, new discoveries, new adventures.
I know there is an unknown path in my future.
But I’m not afraid to travel that path, because I’m not alone. I am held and cared for.
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It sounds like your year had ups and downs, and ended in an up. Here’s to a good 2020!
And a happy new year to you and your family!
Happy New Year Lillith, I hope 2020 is amazing for you