The old and the new – the known and the unknown

What a year!

There were so many ups and downs. So many new things I’ve experienced. Good and bad. And things I’ve rediscovered.

I had a first surgery, a minor one.

I’ve experienced a loss which I’m still processing.

I broke a bone for the first time in my life.

I learned new things about my body.

I found my way back into D/s, after many years of absence and healing.

I met new men, who weren’t quite right for me.

I had bruises which stayed on my body for several weeks and made my life complicated.

I had a threesome with a man and his girlfriend.

I punished myself.

I gained more responsibility at work and grew with my job.

I saw my family grow, become stronger, and shared unforgettable, wunderful memories with them.

I believed that nothing as good as I had would ever happen to me again, regarding D/s.

I played with my Domme side and hurt a lovely man along the way.

I met new and old friends online.

I reached out to an acquaintance and it turned into friendship. This friendship turned into more and led to a new hope.

I started spending a lot of my free time with my new friend, my new hope, my Michael.

I travelled to England to meet Michael and left uwned, with a Dom. A Dom I never thought I would have.

I fell in love.

I don’t know what the next year will bring. I’m hoping for new experiences, new discoveries, new adventures.

I know there is an unknown path in my future.

But I’m not afraid to travel that path, because I’m not alone. I am held and cared for.

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