Toxic
Here’s a thought I have been having for a while now. Am I the toxic one in our relationship? Obviously, not all relationships have one toxic person and one non-toxic, but this question has been …
Z for Zero
A bit of a sad and confused post. It represents my current feelings, I guess. Today’s the last day of April. 4 months of 2022 have past. That means there are 8 more to come. …
R for Regret
I have been talking to a friend. We were catching up and I learnt some interesting things about him and his life. We were talking about love life and such affairs and he told me …
H for Hesitation
I’ve been struggling lately. I didn’t even realise, until a few days ago. And I have been hesitant to admit it, even to myself. I guess we all have had a two extra hard years …
C for Curious
Svetlana was the first girl I ever kissed. I was 15, I believe. And all I could think was: “Too bad. She’s as bad of a kisser as her boyfriend.” Now, I will not get …
I Give Up
This morning I made a decision. I give up. It’s simply easier this way and probably less frustrating. I know it won’t always feel as easy as it did in the moment when I made …
I Love You Too
Do you remember the first time you told someone you loved them? And want it? Of course I’m talking about a romantic partner, not a family member or a friend. I remember my first time. …
Missing
I didn’t have a lot to write about lately. I didn’t rweet much either. On the one hand, I was really busy. But I also didn’t think there was much to share. No ideas which …
Break – Erase – Rewrite
Sometimes Michael says something about breaking me down. It usually is in during a certain moment in our more kinky moments. But whenever he says it, it stays with me. I have heard men say …
It’s Not The End Of The World
Today’s 30 days of d/s deals with break-ups. We sincerely hope that whatever good, healthy D/s relationship you find yourself in never ends or doesn’t end on bad terms. But the reality is that, for …