Once upon a time…
…I started my journey into D/s. Back then I was seeing a Dom in England, getting to know my way around the community and was getting to know people from Twitter. Mostly online, but some …
Hot Showers
Sometimes a hot shower is all one needs. It embraces you when his arms feel so far away. It allows the tears to flow, with no need to explain. Sometimes a hot shower is all …
Never Underestimate the Power of Denial
Yesterday I was sitting on the couch, reading. Well, to be perfectly honest, I was holding a book, looking at the words, but my mind had wandered off to some other place. I was thinking …
I am determined
It finally happened. He said it would happen one day. But somehow I couldn’t imagine it. But the day came earlier than I thought it would. We had a fight. I’m not sure that is …
No self-respecting woman….
The other day I saw a retweet. Sadly I didn’t star it and of course was not able to find it again. So all I can do is to paraphrase it. The original tweet said …
A date is what you make of it
“You’re not a girl to date. You’re a girl to marry.” I was told that once by a guy. Neither of us had any interest in dating each other. We were friends. To this day …
The Shirt
A lot of us do it. Wearing our boyfriend’s, husband’s, lover’s shirt. They are comfy. They smell like them. They are big and great as sleep wear or a lazy Sunday. When I left England …
Here we go again
Here we go again. In just a few more days we will meet. Again I will see him smile. Hear him whisper in my ear. Feel his hands on me. Have him in me. Is …
Being Owned by Him
Every morning, when I wake up, I have a certain routine. One of the things I do is sending him a “good morning” text. Another thing is stating his ownership over me. The words he …
What Was I Thinking?
A year ago I was sitting at a conference and listening to the participants share their thoughts, opinions. One of the participants was an ex-boyfriend. It has been about 20 years since we dated and …