You deserve better
That is something I keep telling Michael. Not daily, but every now and then. Often, when I’m dropping or feeling lonely and missing him. Or when I’m unhappy. I’m not sure why that is during …
Love≠d/s
There’s no place for love in D/s I didn’t read that prompt anywhere, nor was it suggested to me. It’s a quote of what I said to Michael during a call. The conversation was about …
Ignoring Feelings
But feelings can’t be ignored, no matter how unjust or ungrateful they seem. Anne Frank I struggle with this quote. Mostly because of who said it. Now, please don’t get me wrong. As a teen …
The Nightmare
You know how dreams are. When you think of them and try to remember details or how they started, they don’t make sense. Or the details in those dreams don’t make sense. A couple of …
Tongues and Lips and Hands
For the past couple of days I felt specific cravings getting more and more. I crave for his touch. I long to look into his eyes. I want to be next to him. I need …
Dreams and Fantasies
Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope, and that enables you to laugh at life’s realities.” Dr. Seuss What would my …
Losing Control
“I want you to think of one thing for Mean Day my little slut.” That wasn’t hard for me. Yet, I gave it some thought, before telling him what I knew I wanted: “I want …
Circle of Friends
“A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself – and especially to feel, or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at any moment is fine with them. That’s what …
Dog Days of Summer
Right as I read about Violet’s idea for the #BlogDaysOfSummer, I knew I wanted to participate. There are weeks and months I wrote more often and there are those where weeks can go by and …
Sharing Happiness
For some days I had to thought and I became more and more aware of it. So much so that I made some notes last night, before I fell asleep and this morning I knew …