Take Control
As some of you might have read, Michael and I are doing an experiment. We call it “The Experiment” and he has already written about it. I’m sure more posts from me will follow on …
Get Creative
I’m not a very creative person. No, you say? Well, but I am, I tell you. Let me explain what I mean. I am a practical person. I can organise an event for you and …
The Submissive Smartass
Yesterday was Mean Day™. There were rules and tasks and so on. Same as on any of those days. As usual we both enjoyed the day. One of my tasks was to contemplate my submission …
Dreaming of a Future
Never Have I Ever… …made plans for the future involving a Dom. Now, don’t get me wrong, I did a lot of dreaming. Because that’s who I am. I dream and wonder about the “what …
Being (a) Submissive is hard
Never Have I Ever… …been in a relationship like this one before. And I’m learning every day. When I learned words like “dominance”, “submission”, “BDSM”, “d/s”, it wasn’t a revelation to me. It only showed …
Fear Not
Never Have I Ever… …played (d/s – obviously) or had sex while I couldn’t hear anything. And I’m not about to start. Yet, that is just an example from the current #NoTrueWay. For the Dominant: …
You deserve better
That is something I keep telling Michael. Not daily, but every now and then. Often, when I’m dropping or feeling lonely and missing him. Or when I’m unhappy. I’m not sure why that is during …
Love≠d/s
There’s no place for love in D/s I didn’t read that prompt anywhere, nor was it suggested to me. It’s a quote of what I said to Michael during a call. The conversation was about …
Ignoring Feelings
But feelings can’t be ignored, no matter how unjust or ungrateful they seem. Anne Frank I struggle with this quote. Mostly because of who said it. Now, please don’t get me wrong. As a teen …
The Nightmare
You know how dreams are. When you think of them and try to remember details or how they started, they don’t make sense. Or the details in those dreams don’t make sense. A couple of …