Orgasms and Tears
Orgasms and tears have something in common. For me at least. In the past and especially this years I noticed this. Both help me reduce tension. All my life I have cried easily. It’s just …
Focus on being Obedient
I’ve not been sleeping well for a while now. Probably since the beginning of the year. It had been worse the past few months. Too many things are going on. With everything going on and …
Mean Girls
I never was one of the popular kids in school. I had my moments and friends. But I rarely was popular or liked by others. Tolerated maybe. At the age of 12/13 it got so …
Living rent-free in my head
The other day I was receiving a punishment. Since my last visit, I had managed to accumulate 99 point. 98 really, as 1 point always remains. I never know how the points will be worked …
Handle Me
Yesterday Michael texted something: If I can’t handle how you feel. I don’t deserve you It doesn’t really matter what we were talking about. The past few days weren’t easy. There were tears and talks …
Toxic
Here’s a thought I have been having for a while now. Am I the toxic one in our relationship? Obviously, not all relationships have one toxic person and one non-toxic, but this question has been …
Z for Zero
A bit of a sad and confused post. It represents my current feelings, I guess. Today’s the last day of April. 4 months of 2022 have past. That means there are 8 more to come. …
R for Regret
I have been talking to a friend. We were catching up and I learnt some interesting things about him and his life. We were talking about love life and such affairs and he told me …
H for Hesitation
I’ve been struggling lately. I didn’t even realise, until a few days ago. And I have been hesitant to admit it, even to myself. I guess we all have had a two extra hard years …
C for Curious
Svetlana was the first girl I ever kissed. I was 15, I believe. And all I could think was: “Too bad. She’s as bad of a kisser as her boyfriend.” Now, I will not get …