Craving
Yesterday I tweet the following tweet: I feel the need to be stimulated. Sexually, intellectually and I wouldn’t mind if the guy doing that would be nice to look at. That pretty much shows what …
My GREY memories
Fifthy Shades of Grey… WAIT! I promise I won´t really talk about the movie or the books. Neither about how good they are supposed to be nor about how bad they are.Mostly because I haven´t …
The good in the bad
I have written about sub-dropping before. Twice. I can see my development from my previous posts. The feeling was explained to me. I was shown that it is something normal. Yet, I am still trying …
Am I free
Yesterday I got a message on OkCupid. I haven’t been there for a while. There was no need. Last time I visited the page I tried to delete my profile. But sadly I forgot my password. …
…another door opens
As I mentioned in the previous post, it will be continued. As for the background. My last Sir not only allowed me to meet with other men, he encouraged it. Most of those men I …
When one door closes…
A couple of weeks ago, a couple being two, I told Sir that I had to stop being his slave/sub/girl. It all started about half a year ago. We met on a German D/s site …
Need
I need marks. I need bruises. I need to be used. I need to serve. I need to kneel. I need to look up to my Sir. I need to hear that I’m a good …
Dating – again
I hate dating! That is pretty much all I need to say. But, as I am in a writing mood, I will elaborate. I hate dating. Looking for someone, who has potential. Writing endless emails …
Trying too hard?
The other night I was lying in bed and my head filled up with thoughts and wishes and desires. Those who follow me on Twitter might have witnessed a bit of a break down. What …
You´re beautiful
This morning I woke up, after sleeping in a bit. What woke me was a message from my Sir. He called me his “model sub” and told me that he dreamt of me. I got …