Silent Treatment
Today I failed at a daily task. I informed him right away and explained why it happened, or did not happen for that matter. I waited for him to react and he went silent. He …
Hold my Heart
There are many crazy things I do. Some end well and lead to something good, amazing really. Like when I decided to travel to another country, to not only meet a man, but to spend …
Hot Showers
Sometimes a hot shower is all one needs. It embraces you when his arms feel so far away. It allows the tears to flow, with no need to explain. Sometimes a hot shower is all …
I am determined
It finally happened. He said it would happen one day. But somehow I couldn’t imagine it. But the day came earlier than I thought it would. We had a fight. I’m not sure that is …
No self-respecting woman….
The other day I saw a retweet. Sadly I didn’t star it and of course was not able to find it again. So all I can do is to paraphrase it. The original tweet said …
A date is what you make of it
“You’re not a girl to date. You’re a girl to marry.” I was told that once by a guy. Neither of us had any interest in dating each other. We were friends. To this day …
Can you believe it?
As I write this, I’m sitting on the bed, he’s on the bed as well, trying to make the movie work. We have spend over 24 hours together and have about 24 more to go. …
The Shirt
A lot of us do it. Wearing our boyfriend’s, husband’s, lover’s shirt. They are comfy. They smell like them. They are big and great as sleep wear or a lazy Sunday. When I left England …
Here we go again
Here we go again. In just a few more days we will meet. Again I will see him smile. Hear him whisper in my ear. Feel his hands on me. Have him in me. Is …
It Depends
The other night, I was lying in bed and waiting for Sir to call. I enjoy our late night calls, as much as any other of our calls or ways of communication. But the late …