Trust and Intimacy
For me, intimacy can be found in so many things. It can be a touch, a look, a word. Something totally mundane. Asking your partner whether they’d like some coffee too, while you’re making yourself …
Tell me about… Pain
I have a love-hate relationship with pain, when it comes to D/s. I love it and I hate it. I clearly remember the first time I got a spanking and how much it aroused me. …
Now, go to sleep little slut….
When we first started talking on the phone, after exchanging lots of DMs and text and audio messages, we didn’t talk every day. It started with a call every now and then. Whenever one of …
The old and the new – the known and the unknown
What a year! There were so many ups and downs. So many new things I’ve experienced. Good and bad. And things I’ve rediscovered. I had a first surgery, a minor one. I’ve experienced a loss …
Bruises and Coffee
It’s been two weeks since I visited England and my last bruise is fading. Before I my journey, Michael and I talked a lot about bruises and his wish to mark me. And my wish …
Attention
There was a sentence I said when I was with Sir last week. We were lying next to each other, both on our phones, probably on Twitter. I got bored with my timeline, so I …
48 Hours
As I have written before, I was planning to go and meet Michael. I have written about being scared and about my feelings on the day I traveled and arrived. And as I had mentioned …
I’m Scared
Oh dear! I am going to meet him in just a couple of days. I am going to get on a plane, fly to a different country, meet a man for the first and submit …
I´m Sorry Sir
It is another week until I finally get to meet Michael in person. It was clear to us from the moment when things got more intense that there might be flirting and a certain amount …
Craving
Today I tweeted: “I think I would like some face slapping now.” That probably was the result of me looking at naughty pic and GIFs. But looking at those things is not what creates the …