Hold my Heart
There are many crazy things I do. Some end well and lead to something good, amazing really. Like when I decided to travel to another country, to not only meet a man, but to spend …
Rope and Lockdown
Finally I got a chance to use that rope which was a present for my 30th birthday. So here’s to experimenting and trying new things during lockdown. Also, can you see why Michael likes those …
Hot Showers
Sometimes a hot shower is all one needs. It embraces you when his arms feel so far away. It allows the tears to flow, with no need to explain. Sometimes a hot shower is all …
Hunters and Gatherers
I like taking initiative. It’s not necessarily who I have always been, but it’s who I am now. Often it is not about the initiative itself. I am simply extremely impatient. I’m sure Michael will …
Never Underestimate the Power of Denial
Yesterday I was sitting on the couch, reading. Well, to be perfectly honest, I was holding a book, looking at the words, but my mind had wandered off to some other place. I was thinking …
I am determined
It finally happened. He said it would happen one day. But somehow I couldn’t imagine it. But the day came earlier than I thought it would. We had a fight. I’m not sure that is …
Wearing it Proudly
Past week I had the opportunity to pick out my three favourites images for LiFE. And that has inspired me to participate as well. And after post my bruised bottom, I had another wonderful image …
Can you believe it?
As I write this, I’m sitting on the bed, he’s on the bed as well, trying to make the movie work. We have spend over 24 hours together and have about 24 more to go. …
Here we go again
Here we go again. In just a few more days we will meet. Again I will see him smile. Hear him whisper in my ear. Feel his hands on me. Have him in me. Is …
Being Owned by Him
Every morning, when I wake up, I have a certain routine. One of the things I do is sending him a “good morning” text. Another thing is stating his ownership over me. The words he …