The Candle
Remember the world about 5 weeks ago? You know, when there still was school and working at the office and maybe even toilet paper and pasta to buy? Remember how we still were able to …
Can you believe it?
As I write this, I’m sitting on the bed, he’s on the bed as well, trying to make the movie work. We have spend over 24 hours together and have about 24 more to go. …
The Shirt
A lot of us do it. Wearing our boyfriend’s, husband’s, lover’s shirt. They are comfy. They smell like them. They are big and great as sleep wear or a lazy Sunday. When I left England …
Here we go again
Here we go again. In just a few more days we will meet. Again I will see him smile. Hear him whisper in my ear. Feel his hands on me. Have him in me. Is …
It Depends
The other night, I was lying in bed and waiting for Sir to call. I enjoy our late night calls, as much as any other of our calls or ways of communication. But the late …
Being Owned by Him
Every morning, when I wake up, I have a certain routine. One of the things I do is sending him a “good morning” text. Another thing is stating his ownership over me. The words he …
Disappointed vs. Angry
I have written about being told that I disappointed my Dom before. And in the past few months I also had conversations on Twitter about it. It’s interesting to see how people understand words differently …
Bathroom Break
I wrote this post as a task during “mean week, so several weeks ago. Even before we met in person, Michael and I had talked about different things which excite us. Things we wanted to …
He’s mine!
A while back Michael started calling me his beloved. Besides all the other names, like slut and whore. It took me a while to get used to it. There’s the whole language thing and it’s …
Romance and all that stuff
Growing up I was really romantic. I would dream the day away. Not that I was waiting for my knight in shining armour, but I wished for romantic gestures and words. Then life happened and …