Disappointed vs. Angry
I have written about being told that I disappointed my Dom before. And in the past few months I also had conversations on Twitter about it. It’s interesting to see how people understand words differently …
He’s mine!
A while back Michael started calling me his beloved. Besides all the other names, like slut and whore. It took me a while to get used to it. There’s the whole language thing and it’s …
Watching
I want to tell you about something I’ve experienced for the first time. I have had phone sex a couple of times in my life. It was pretty much my first steps into sexuality. My …
You’re in for the long run
About a month ago, probably during one of our phone calls, Michael said a sentence, which stuck with me. He said that in the near future there will be a talk about long term and …
Finding my way home
Today I live in Germany. But I was born in a different country. After the first few years of my life we moved and I grew up here. I don’t really see myself as German, …
A rose by any other name would smell as sweet
So, here we’re are. That is how far it has gotten. I am quoting Shakespeare on a sex blog. I made some changes. Did you notice?My website looks different! Because it is different. The content …
Control
You know how on Twitter you can write a tweet and then save it to send it later? So for a while I had the following tweet as a draft. Here’s something I never thought …
The old and the new – the known and the unknown
What a year! There were so many ups and downs. So many new things I’ve experienced. Good and bad. And things I’ve rediscovered. I had a first surgery, a minor one. I’ve experienced a loss …
That is what you were meant to be…
Weeks ago Michael said those words for the first time. Since then there were different variations, but the meaning remained the same. That is what you were meant to be. That is what you were …
Bruises and Coffee
It’s been two weeks since I visited England and my last bruise is fading. Before I my journey, Michael and I talked a lot about bruises and his wish to mark me. And my wish …