Green Eyed Monster
On Thursday he asked me whether I enjoyed flirting with @ServiceSlut. And I did. I love flirting. It’s fun. The dance, the teasing, waiting for the reaction, testing how far one can go. I have …
Slowly Changing
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished; that will be the beginning. Louis L’Amour 2019 was not necessarily the best year in my life. Althought January was still ok, February sucked. …
Expectations
I was browsing my drafts to gather my thoughts. There are some posts I want to finish. But I wasn’t getting anywhere with what I had written in the past few days. Instead of obsessing, …
The First Drop
I believe that even in an ongoing relationship there can be beginnings. I recently had written about our latest Mean Day. It wasn’t something new, yet with a very surprising result. The day after Mean …
Titles and Situations
Some of you probably seen Michael ask the following question on Twitter: That tweet was a result of a conversation we had earlier that day. We had been trying to figure out whether we’d watch …
I find myself in a weird situation
I thought long and hard about writing this post. I’m not writing this to get sympathy, call anyone out, or anything really. As so often I am writing to sort my thoughts. And maybe along …
Once upon a time…
…I started my journey into D/s. Back then I was seeing a Dom in England, getting to know my way around the community and was getting to know people from Twitter. Mostly online, but some …
The Candle
Remember the world about 5 weeks ago? You know, when there still was school and working at the office and maybe even toilet paper and pasta to buy? Remember how we still were able to …
Can you believe it?
As I write this, I’m sitting on the bed, he’s on the bed as well, trying to make the movie work. We have spend over 24 hours together and have about 24 more to go. …
Being Owned by Him
Every morning, when I wake up, I have a certain routine. One of the things I do is sending him a “good morning” text. Another thing is stating his ownership over me. The words he …