First Post of the Year
I’m sure I have shared my thoughts about new year resolutions and how the 1st of January is pretty much just another day. Why start something new then? Why not April 29th or September 4th? …
The Joy of Presents
I got him presents. This way there was something waiting for him under the tree. I’ve put in a lot of effort. Most effort went into figuring out how to make sure it’s delivered at …
Today
Today, a year ago, my life changed. Today, a year ago, I put on some panties (the same ones I’m wearing today), I packed a small suitcase, probably had some coffee, made sure all was …
Being (a) Submissive is hard
Never Have I Ever… …been in a relationship like this one before. And I’m learning every day. When I learned words like “dominance”, “submission”, “BDSM”, “d/s”, it wasn’t a revelation to me. It only showed …
Pins and Needles
Never Have I Ever…. …thought I’d change my mind about that one limit. Don’t get me wrong, I know that limits can change. Things that were OK before can become a new limit and then …
Worthless
I’m pretty sure I have written about humiliation before. It’s a tricky subject to me. And probably to everyone else who enjoys it. And maybe eben more so to people who don’t or who don’t …
You deserve better
That is something I keep telling Michael. Not daily, but every now and then. Often, when I’m dropping or feeling lonely and missing him. Or when I’m unhappy. I’m not sure why that is during …
Another Birthday Apart
Yet another post to start with “I had plans“. I was supposed to be in a big city in Germany this week. I had a panel that was scheduled there. And I had plans. I …
Kneel for me
Kneeling A profound act of devotion The beginning of submission The surest way to get my attention I’m sure I’m not the only one. Don’t many of us have that image of a kneeling submissive …
I had plans…
…to be honest, it feels like pretty much everything about the year 2020 could start with the words “I had plans”. I had plans for today. Several ideas. And after some consideration, I had the …