Disappointed vs. Angry
I have written about being told that I disappointed my Dom before. And in the past few months I also had conversations on Twitter about it. It’s interesting to see how people understand words differently …
Bathroom Break
I wrote this post as a task during “mean week, so several weeks ago. Even before we met in person, Michael and I had talked about different things which excite us. Things we wanted to …
That is not a good trait
There are quite a few things of which I am proud. Mini-Mes, work accomplishments, my volunteer work, ideas, tasks well done, the kind of friend I am, and I could go on and on. When …
Clingy and Cheesy and Lovely Silly
I am a very emotional person. I won’t always show it, but the emotions are there. A constant companion. But not only when it comes to me. Emotional support, showing someone how important they are …
You’re in for the long run
About a month ago, probably during one of our phone calls, Michael said a sentence, which stuck with me. He said that in the near future there will be a talk about long term and …
Control
You know how on Twitter you can write a tweet and then save it to send it later? So for a while I had the following tweet as a draft. Here’s something I never thought …
Trust and Intimacy
For me, intimacy can be found in so many things. It can be a touch, a look, a word. Something totally mundane. Asking your partner whether they’d like some coffee too, while you’re making yourself …
Tell me about… Pain
I have a love-hate relationship with pain, when it comes to D/s. I love it and I hate it. I clearly remember the first time I got a spanking and how much it aroused me. …
Motivation
My phone was off for a while and as I turned it on again, I was welcomed back by several messages from Michael. One of those messages was a link to a video. Porn! Exciting! …
That is what you were meant to be…
Weeks ago Michael said those words for the first time. Since then there were different variations, but the meaning remained the same. That is what you were meant to be. That is what you were …