Am I free
Yesterday I got a message on OkCupid. I haven’t been there for a while. There was no need. Last time I visited the page I tried to delete my profile. But sadly I forgot my password. …
That´s what I do when I get really bored
I have profiles on different dating sites. Some more kinky, some less. And like with everything else on the internet, I have met a lot of very nice people there and probably even more idiots. …
You´re beautiful
This morning I woke up, after sleeping in a bit. What woke me was a message from my Sir. He called me his “model sub” and told me that he dreamt of me. I got …
Punishment – Kink of the Week
The same moment I read what this week´s Kink of the Week was, I was also chatting with the Captain. We were talking about punishments. What a perfect fit! In the description which Jade gave …
Sub or slave?
A couple of nights ago I was chatting with the Captain and said something that was a bit sassy. He pointed out that what I said and my tone weren´t right for a slave. To …
Dark Fantasy
I always had fantasies. Day dreaming about everything. The older I got, the more sexual did my fantasies get. Looking back at them, it is clear to me that I have always liked the idea …
My colleague and me
Although I don’t work as one now, I usually work as a secretary. And I have always had a fantasy of being not “just” the secretary. Being a sub to my boss. Being punished for …
The secretary
For some time now I wanted to write about this movie. But somehow I never got around to it. The first time I saw the movie was a couple of years ago. Just right after …
The written word
I love it. More than watching a movie, listening to music and sometimes even more than sleeping. I started reading books when I was 12 years old. Once a week I went to the public …
Disappointed
There it was again. This word. Disappointed It’s been a long time since it was said/written to me. Yet, it hurts as much as it did before. I can deal with angry, upset and so …