Thought of You
It will always be a mystery to me how we can’t forget the love that forgot us. JM Storm He texted again. Out of the blue. Usually we only exchange texts on birthdays and maybe …
Enjoy my Pain
There’s not much I can say about Sadism. All the run-ins I had with so-called sadist all ended pretty bad. And I never saw myself as a masochist. On the other hand I never tried …
Hurt Me and Say No
I always have trouble with labels. I never saw myself as much of a masochist and after my encounter with “the sadist” I very clearly said that I’m anything but. On the other hand, I …
Implement of Pure Evil
Never Have I Ever… …used the implement of pure evil on anyone or myself. Yes, I am aware of the fact that it’s actually called the Misery Stick and believe me, it’s a very fitting …
Pins and Needles
Never Have I Ever…. …thought I’d change my mind about that one limit. Don’t get me wrong, I know that limits can change. Things that were OK before can become a new limit and then …
Goodbye old friend
I was wearing an improvised collar and he attached a belt-like thing to it. As he forced me on my hands and knees, he pulled the lead and had me follow him. In the corridor …
The Nightmare
You know how dreams are. When you think of them and try to remember details or how they started, they don’t make sense. Or the details in those dreams don’t make sense. A couple of …
Forbidden Mood
Every morning, when I wake up, I take my phone and write a few sentences. It always starts with “good morning Sir”. The words that follow are an affirmation of my submission. The words might …
Hold my Heart
There are many crazy things I do. Some end well and lead to something good, amazing really. Like when I decided to travel to another country, to not only meet a man, but to spend …
Once upon a time…
…I started my journey into D/s. Back then I was seeing a Dom in England, getting to know my way around the community and was getting to know people from Twitter. Mostly online, but some …