Atelophobia
A long time ago I saw this picture on Twitter and it spoke to me: The fear of not being good enough, or simply not being enough, is something that has been with me for …
The F-Word
‘What an amazing prompt’ I thought and right away I was blown away by the possibilities of songs I could use. Recently I found a great playlist and I have been listening to it every …
Need
What I like about writing posts is that I have a general idea, but I never now, where it’ll lead me to at the end. In light of me being back in the D/s world …
Craving
Yesterday I tweet the following tweet: I feel the need to be stimulated. Sexually, intellectually and I wouldn’t mind if the guy doing that would be nice to look at. That pretty much shows what …
My GREY memories
Fifthy Shades of Grey… WAIT! I promise I won´t really talk about the movie or the books. Neither about how good they are supposed to be nor about how bad they are.Mostly because I haven´t …
Tears
I’ve written about tears before. But it wasn’t so much about the serial aspect of them. As in my previous post about crying, I still am a person who cries easily. It really depends on …
The good in the bad
I have written about sub-dropping before. Twice. I can see my development from my previous posts. The feeling was explained to me. I was shown that it is something normal. Yet, I am still trying …
Am I free
Yesterday I got a message on OkCupid. I haven’t been there for a while. There was no need. Last time I visited the page I tried to delete my profile. But sadly I forgot my password. …
…another door opens
As I mentioned in the previous post, it will be continued. As for the background. My last Sir not only allowed me to meet with other men, he encouraged it. Most of those men I …
When one door closes…
A couple of weeks ago, a couple being two, I told Sir that I had to stop being his slave/sub/girl. It all started about half a year ago. We met on a German D/s site …