You’re in for the long run
About a month ago, probably during one of our phone calls, Michael said a sentence, which stuck with me. He said that in the near future there will be a talk about long term and …
Finding my way home
Today I live in Germany. But I was born in a different country. After the first few years of my life we moved and I grew up here. I don’t really see myself as German, …
Control
You know how on Twitter you can write a tweet and then save it to send it later? So for a while I had the following tweet as a draft. Here’s something I never thought …
Trust and Intimacy
For me, intimacy can be found in so many things. It can be a touch, a look, a word. Something totally mundane. Asking your partner whether they’d like some coffee too, while you’re making yourself …
Motivation
My phone was off for a while and as I turned it on again, I was welcomed back by several messages from Michael. One of those messages was a link to a video. Porn! Exciting! …
Now, go to sleep little slut….
When we first started talking on the phone, after exchanging lots of DMs and text and audio messages, we didn’t talk every day. It started with a call every now and then. Whenever one of …
That is what you were meant to be…
Weeks ago Michael said those words for the first time. Since then there were different variations, but the meaning remained the same. That is what you were meant to be. That is what you were …
The Shower
The idea of taking a shower together is really nice. Standing together in a small space, having hot water run down on both of you, exploring each other. Sigh! In reality I found that showering …
Bruises and Coffee
It’s been two weeks since I visited England and my last bruise is fading. Before I my journey, Michael and I talked a lot about bruises and his wish to mark me. And my wish …
Attention
There was a sentence I said when I was with Sir last week. We were lying next to each other, both on our phones, probably on Twitter. I got bored with my timeline, so I …