A Day of Servitude
We had talked about a Day of Service before. A day, when I would serve him. In all kinds of ways. He would ask me what I’d do. But I had no answer for him, …
Sir yes Sir
When we spent our days together in July, I was doing some reading and idea searching on what others say about BDSM and d/s. I have mentioned that before and the next #NoTrueWay meme will …
Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner
When I read the prompt for this month, I had a hard time thinking of who to invite to that summer party. Little did I know. Things changed so quickly. And after two weeks I …
To Re-Lilly
Once upon a time, when the world was still normal, I met a man in England. We spent 48 hours in a Bed&NoBreakfast. After that time, I came back not only with a Dom, but …
Aftercare
Before we met the first time in December, we talked about aftercare. What I need, when I need it. I know that I needed aftercare in the past, but to say in which situations and …
Sharing Happiness
For some days I had to thought and I became more and more aware of it. So much so that I made some notes last night, before I fell asleep and this morning I knew …
Hope In The Time Of Corona
I have written before that I don’t like to NOT be in control. I know how weird it sounds when someone who is a submissive says that. But in everyday life I need to be …
I find myself in a weird situation
I thought long and hard about writing this post. I’m not writing this to get sympathy, call anyone out, or anything really. As so often I am writing to sort my thoughts. And maybe along …
Who needs a collar anyway?
It’s been several weeks since we were together, in each other’s presence. It was amazing, it was interesting, it was challenging. It brought us closer together. We tried new things. We learned about each other. …
The Candle
Remember the world about 5 weeks ago? You know, when there still was school and working at the office and maybe even toilet paper and pasta to buy? Remember how we still were able to …